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Friday, June 26, 2009

thinking of rougge project

Out of bed, in clothes, out the door.
No TV
No computer...
that can suck up my morning.

Flowers, fresh air, wallet and sketchbook.
A good walk and coffee, clearing my head
to create.

Papers splashed with death
of Michael Jackson
what a tragedy.

Feels strange
that on some level
today
I
can relate to
the "recluse"
in him...
not in the sense of having no privacy
but instead of feeling
"misunderstood".

Empathy
I
still
have that.
Creatives
feel
and
see so deeply.

Today
I
pick up my
large wood panels
for
my
"Rougge" project.

A business meeting just took place in front of me.
in the cafe...
6 young ethnically diverse well dressed "sales" professionals
celebrating
their monthly
success
talking billions ($$$$$)..... sigh....
whatever turns you on...

I
suppose
the part
most unbalanced in
me is the part that
abhors
($$$$$).

even though
I need it to live.

I should look at
embracing (millionaires)
on
some
level.

All I want
is
enough
to
survive, paint fulltime
and
give to
women and children's causes.

Where is my "business" mind?
Not developed I guess....

I want good for the whole and can't get into the monetary gain drain.

Oh Well... I work, I paint, I smile.

What else is there? :)

here is a video or two and some images of the sketches for the pantings to come for Rougge...


video





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